poetry Samantha Curran poetry Samantha Curran

Pen Names by Carly Chandler

“I wanted to like this poem a lot; I even read it at public reads more than once. I ultimately trashed this poem because it was an experiment in form that I felt just didn’t work out.”

Read More
poetry Samantha Curran poetry Samantha Curran

Angel by Oliver Kleyer

“I submitted this two or three times, until I received feedback for it. On the one hand, I could relate to the suggestions that were made. On the other hand, I just couldn’t find the right starting point for revision.”

Read More
poetry Samantha Curran poetry Samantha Curran

Biographies & Let’s Go Out To A Movie Show by Ron Tobey

“Regarding ‘Let’s go out to a movie show’, I thought for a while about writing erotic poetry, and tried, but after widening my reading in erotic poetry, especially in the adult section of All Poetry, I realized that women write better erotic poetry and stories than I could and ever would. So, I just abandoned the piece. Re-reading, I think that was the right decision, as the poem is so teen boy POV that it never gets exciting.
‘Biographies’ has too much self-pity in it. I think that good poetry rises above self-pity. Again, it’s a youth’s poetry, not mature. Is there anything of worth in it? Maybe, if you were an activist once.”

Read More
poetry Samantha Curran poetry Samantha Curran

Panic Attack & Is It Sin? by Treziel Mae Mayores

“Rather than trashed, these are some of the poems that were kept in a metaphorical chest with rusty locks, guarded with snakes. I am 21 now and these were written in the dark ages of my 15th year, like for example, the first one is literally a live word vomit during a panic episode. I am (glad to say) far better emotionally than before, and reading these poems brings a lot of ache and not-so-good memories that I would really like to forget, but I can’t, so they were just left to rot…”

Read More
flash Samantha Curran flash Samantha Curran

Slug by M. L. Henderson

“This is a short piece I wrote and revised several times. I was always trying to add more. But it was about one intimate moment and I’ve realized that’s enough. So I pulled the oldest draft out of retirement and shortened it even more.”

Read More
personal essay Samantha Curran personal essay Samantha Curran

Flickers of Mnemosyne by Kaia Boyer

“While I did, wholeheartedly, enjoy writing it, this piece took one hell of a toll on me. It left me with that tight, sinking feeling in my chest, that I've got all the words out and the idea down but that it's just not good enough or up to my usual par. My writing peers told me differently, so I sent it out, but after a few rejections I was sure I was never going to find a good home for it nor be truly happy with it, and left it to sit in my little yellow-tagged folder in Finder, never used and rarely opened. But I love this piece and I love the concept I ended up with.”

Read More
poetry Samantha Curran poetry Samantha Curran

A Hymn of Grief, Prayer & Ode to the Bowl, Gulping Water from the Col by Olayioye Paul Bamidele

“I thrashed these set of poems due to internal reasons. When I first wrote these poems - most especially Hymn of Grief and the third poem - I felt I was resurrecting a grief memory. As climate change were fostering, most houses were flooded which form the basic part of the third poem. I remember how an infant was rescued, already death. It was saddening, so I cast them away. Until recently, I decided to revisit them and let the world know about these events.”

Read More
poetry Samantha Curran poetry Samantha Curran

The Smiling Crowd & Preserved Hubris by Richard LeDue

“These two poems were rejected by another publication, and I was going to sit on them for a bit. I am a believer in that time can be a great editor, so my plan was to return to these pieces at some point in the future. However, I can be a bit forgetful and have actually unintentionally abandoned poems just because I never thought to go back and edit them.”

Read More
poetry Samantha Curran poetry Samantha Curran

Tiny Love by Gaia

“I trashed this piece because it feels more like a personal letter to someone who never had the chance to hear it.”

Read More
poetry Samantha Curran poetry Samantha Curran

Growing, Not Grown by Gaia

“I trashed this because it felt more like a reminder for myself to forgive my family for any mistakes they made while they were raising me, because if I was in their position I don’t know if my choices would be any different.”

Read More
Samantha Curran Samantha Curran

Cancer Mercury by Dorothy Lune

“This poem (Cancer Mercury) is one that I really love but ultimately trashed because it reminds me of this blurry feeling of confusion I consistently have, maybe own; I'm unsure if I want to go to university or not, especially because of financial & personal related reasons. So, when I write academy I mean it literally. This feeling of the unknown or whatever it is, I don't like it at all, I like to enjoy things but not this, but ladybugs help.”

Read More
poetry Samantha Curran poetry Samantha Curran

Adam’s Birthday by Dylan James

“I wrote this piece while hiding away at a party during my sophomore year of college. I trashed it because I was simply struggling to find my place in the world. I didn’t know who I was. Looking back, this piece is one of my favorites.”

Read More